sometimes when you look at things that don't seem beautiful at first, they start to transform before your eyes into something so strangely honest and revealing, you can't imagine that you almost walked by without stopping to look

O, Inverted WOrld!

O, Inverted WOrld!

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Make a decision

Sometimes I can't decide if I should steal or just pay for something, 
rough night today, dissapointed, shallow, blah blah, that type of awkward empty feeling, 
that you get when it feels like someone doesn't give a shit. 
barnes and noble, and there i stand with the cd in my hand (who buys those anymore anyway?) , and at first I wasn't even sure if i wanted it, and then as i listened to neutral milk hotel sing the poetic cryptic words of their lyrics i felt like i could use a nice gift to myself. you know the feeling, like buying yourself something will make it all better haha. well it ended up after all it kinda did. but anyway, so im holding the cd, and i decide i will lift it, so i start to pull the wrapper off, noting the two buzzer papers i gotta pull off...but then i realized a third down the side, the one that all dvd and cds have. shitty stupid things, but i guess there for a good reason. so i realized i had to stop ripping because if i didn't stop i wouldn't be able to buy it either. so i ended up buying it, feel ing lame for being a pussy and not just at least trying to lift it. oh well. i guess thats how it goes. i think ill listen to it enough in the car that itll be worth the money though. but that not really the point is it?

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