I am very proud of this. first isawyourutgers posting(as far as i know)

Girls in Bikini's in Rain on Douglass

Posted at 03/30/2010 10:38pm, M spotting F

I saw you... Did anyone else see the two girls in bathing suits and rainboots running around douglass today? You two made my day incredibly better.

otherwise just rainy

When the weather starts to match my mood, i start to consider how i spend my rainy days. !

happy passover 2010! enjoying today with nell all bundled up after running around splashing in puddles, outside in rainboots and bikinis, sweet liberation from the daily up and down.

my morning jacket is falling off my chair

am i a good girl doing bad or a bad girl doing good

X0X0 not always so sure?

how we look at art

Sometimes i feel like a gawky beautiful piece of modern art in the middle of blank room, that men walk by daily and are intrigued by, in appearance, want to touch, but don't know how to appreciate, and take in.

i think if i would have a lot of jagged edges, for some reason. that is the picture in my mind.

Impression Management.

This might be how my life always is, forever.

Soporific not terrific

I was born on a Friday.

Maybe this will be my children of the future, oh beautiful, quiet creatures-----your life won't always be about ponies and playing house....so smoke a joint and take the world in for what it is.

Make a decision

Sometimes I can't decide if I should steal or just pay for something, 

rough night today, dissapointed, shallow, blah blah, that type of awkward empty feeling, 

that you get when it feels like someone doesn't give a shit. 

barnes and noble, and there i stand with the cd in my hand (who buys those anymore anyway?) , and at first I wasn't even sure if i wanted it, and then as i listened to neutral milk hotel sing the poetic cryptic words of their lyrics i felt like i could use a nice gift to myself. you know the feeling, like buying yourself something will make it all better haha. well it ended up after all it kinda did. but anyway, so im holding the cd, and i decide i will lift it, so i start to pull the wrapper off, noting the two buzzer papers i gotta pull off...but then i realized a third down the side, the one that all dvd and cds have. shitty stupid things, but i guess there for a good reason. so i realized i had to stop ripping because if i didn't stop i wouldn't be able to buy it either. so i ended up buying it, feel ing lame for being a pussy and not just at least trying to lift it. oh well. i guess thats how it goes. i think ill listen to it enough in the car that itll be worth the money though. but that not really the point is it?

New Years

Sobered -she called me-, pretty accurate. perhaps not for tonights account, but in general yes. sometimes i don't know how to put my finger on how im feeling or what it is about me that makes me motivated or the lack there of, until someone puts the word in my head. today is new years eve and im going to a party, which should be fun but last year i was the one throwing the party with my friend, which was a smashing sucess (yes i said smashing) so i don't know if anything could beat that. but who knows, sometimes things surprise you. in fact each year that passes i feel like things are never what i expect. which keeps things exciting i guess :D