vulnerable

resorting back to an old feeling, is odd. especially if it's been a while. 

change is a relative term.

sunday morning

tweet tweet tweet. 

something new, something fresh. 

having a thoughtful day

But aren't they all?

Walked into a psych test today thinking it was next week. 

.....its times like these when i feel like im not doing well for myself. 

right and wrong right and wrong. 

if it's wrong does that make it not right?

crossing that fine line_________

like when do you take the next step?>>>> and when is the next step too far out?

sometimes you don't know you've crossed a line until youre too far over to come back. 

what does that mean? ..but don't you know.....

*cant you handle it?*

awkward

smile laugh 

if its different the next time we see each other 

sex in the moonlight is the same as keeping it hidden in the dark

what is it about the night that makes things more comfortable 

its too real during the day 

you're too much of who you are 

or not enough of who you actually are. 

burnt toast crooked smile awkward pauses 

lost in translation 

lack of meaning 

tell me what you want 

life is easy when everything is surreal 

no one says it better than connor, 

the love i sell you in the evening by the morning won't exist

it was so easy in the evening now its so complicated. 

 

weird dream last night

climbing up a rollercoaster, stopped by a friendly carnival worker before falling to my death. I was very grateful. Followed two guys around, one of them a red head. saw lindsey and my aunt. and then there was a rush to leave the carnival, or to be quiet. 

=>of (lie)F

to use your talents and abilities to do better for the world and to make yourself and others happy.--

6 , not too early not too late

sometimes im as bipolar as a person 

suckkkkkked dry of lithium.

where is the inspiration when there is none? 

i  need a fix cause im goin down-------------

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happiness is ? is is is isisisisi is  not feeling like your eyeballs are peering out from the space 

between the top of your head and where your arms are wrapped around your knees. 

staring at nothing just thinking.

the high is {*insertion...[almost]}?  worth the low (ive heard)

or is it ?

This is

centered

clock clock clock

is not working on this blog? 3 hours late.

jjjkldsafiou8938u4rildsfjdskl not a big deal but i want to fix it !

sensory adaptation

morning after but not really
its easy to miss something youre not looking for

typical

i have a friend whos addicted to sexting. 

but shes running out of ideass....

"hard throbbing cock in your wet pussy"

gets old i guess. 

november

when the birds sit on the water as the air gets reluctantly colder my mind drifts to other realities and spaces, involving you.